Thanks for the encourageing words earlier..I did the online app.It almost 3 hrs! Bu!!$h!++....Anyway,work has been down this year(too much competetion with new equipment),'customers dont have any money.The crops are struggleing,hay is short....Leasaed ground is 'evaporateing-several 'newcomers' tied up alot of ground-being cutthroat.They are takeing ground and work away.I cant do the hard physical work anymore....I'm tired of fighting....Susan is unable to work(due to diabetes and other issues)but she is not "disabled".That and all the medical stuff is a drain on our finances.Also the emotionalpart/stress of that is a burden.So I have to generate all the income for our family.It just gets harder and harder to to do it on the farm.Breaks my heart to quit(I've struggled so hard to get 'here')I finally have to 'best' line of equipment of my life(its old,but OK).I.ve gotten a good reputation for doing good work,and being very knolegable of many things....I'm tired,discouraged.I think I need a change(or a LONG vacation?).Thanks for listening,Steve